1001 Reasons

Sometimes thinking and wondering how is the feeling to have a baby and watching baby grows day by day. It must be wonderful experience....

Some of peoples said that I am lucky because no children , can enjoy life , spend $$ to anything that I want. When they said that, my heart feel pain and empty. Why they make comparison with other when they are not in that position?

Went back to past … after few years married and we have no kid yet, many peoples judge us with many statements.
“you must be too tired.. why need to work? “
“why both of you work? try to get more $$ ?? ”
“who’s fault? “

Or some of the peoples judge us that we do not want to have a kid….

Some of the statements made our ears red… ( I just hate it when heard all those “funny” statements)

I am consider lucky that I stay in the country who most of the people are not a “busy body” . Does not judge, blame or attack other people personal problem.
Most of my friends are very helpful and understand what I have been through with fertlity problem.

Thinking further, why we want to have a kid.. for me, I want to feel become a mother, how to take care from small baby until grow-up. give love , protection, give the best for them, but of course do not spoil them ..
When they grow-up, want to share goodness, have fun together, travel, give a good knowledge, etc .. (I guess there are more things.. )

Out of that , I also want to have experience when the kid throws tantrum, when suddenly stubborn, does not follow what we ask for, or when they are having bad day. I want to be around and give the best way to resolve whatever problem is.

Well, can say there are 1001 reasons why we want to have a kid…
It sounds like day dreaming for me..

We are still waiting for you baby…